February 2012
378 posts
Purging bright red again, with the taste of blood in my mouth afterwards..
I’m not sure what to do….
Anonymous asked: What a dick ass teacher. Damn, really got what he deserved.
Memories came back to me last night.
When I was 15 I was cutting my wrists. A teacher of mine saw my wrists, covered in bloody bandaids, looked at me with complete disgust and said ‘surely you aren’t desperate enough for that’ is a sarcastic tone.
He did nothing about what he saw, or about the fact that I was completely honest when I told him I cut myself. Not. A. Thing. When I guess at that point I was hoping for...
Psych appointment on Monday, and I’m absolutely dreading it already after what happened on Wednesday.
I don’t want to go. I don’t want to go. I don’t want to go.
I purge until I can purge no more. Everything that comes up is blood red, I am unsure if it is blood, or sweet chilli sauce….I know it’s too red to be the sauce, but I tell I myself it is. I ignore it, and continue until all that comes out is the acidic bile of my stomach that burns my throat so horribly.
Anonymous asked: GOD! Your are the beautifulest thing I ever seen! Stay strong you are wonderful.
Anonymous asked: I just want to say that I've only had my tumblr for a few days, but already I have found a part of me in you. I too am a self-harmer, but I've only been dealing with my addiction for about a year and a half. I just want to tell you that you are incredibly gorgeous, and I am insanely jealous your amazing looks. I also want to say that just because life gets hard, I know that there's...
Anonymous asked: hey man, so like ive been following you for a long time and i always kept my eyes on you (not in a scary way you know) you have to stay strong, you gotta keep fighting! please dont goo away into the other world, your perfect the way you are!
Deep breath in. Deep breath out.
Anonymous asked: you're beautiful :)
Anonymous asked: Whats wrong?
Anonymous asked: *hugs* I don't know what to say but I know things feel unbearable but please please let someone help you. I don't want you to die. xxx
Anonymous asked: please stop. you are beautiful.
Anonymous asked: Sweety, you're beautiful and strong and perfect, don't die, you can get through this.. were all here for you xx
Anonymous asked: Hi Ashleigh. I don't know you and you don't me. I just saw your blog one day and followed it because I liked what you posted and I thought you were really pretty. Fuck, I don't even know where I'm going with this. I guess I just wanted to say that I love you. You're beautiful and you're a part of my world now. I can't bear to lose you. I cried watching your video...
Anonymous asked: Because you get hurt?
Completely terrible morning turned into an alright afternoon….now my mood is right back down to how it was this morning. On the verge of tears again. This is still too hard.
“A window breaks, down a long, dark street, and a siren wails in the night. But...”
I feel tired, dizzy and disorientated. I just want to cut. Not good..
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When you lose followers for the content that you post….
It is a self harm blog for a reason, there will be photos of self harm.
*face palm*
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